Wednesday, September 2, 2026

Living Again by Bamidele Bamgbopa


Marcos Felipe

Living Again

Holding that sharp object frantically 

about 6 inches away from her arm, 

she wanted to end it all. End the pain, 

agony, bitterness, and heartache.


But no, she couldn’t do it. Life in a gentle 

whisper kept pulling at her heartstrings,
Reminding her of the many reasons 

she could live for.


Suddenly but reluctantly, she opened 

her eyes. With a loud thud, the sharp object 

fell from her hands to the floor. She sank 

into her couch with the little strength 

of a very weary soul. Empty bottles littered 

all over the floor waiting to be picked up,
Her cat looking at her like a creature 

longing for a caring touch.


Deep in thought, staring into space, 

she wandered away. Questioning why 

her existence was mangled by 

many negativities. Wearing the same wig 

for months, being jobless for endless years,
Too ashamed to show up at social gatherings 

she once loved attending. Reminiscing about the love 

she once enjoyed. The future seemed very bleak,

but she knew that she mustn’t give up.
Because her mother had always told her, 

“Quitters never win, and winners never quit.”
Suddenly, there was a loud knock 


on the door, which jolted her back to reality.

Slowly, she took a good look at herself and then
she decided it was time to live again: 

“Life is worth living, if you do not give up on it.”


© Bamidele Bamgbopa


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Bamidele Bamgbopa


Bamidele Bamgbopa is a
Nigerian-born single mother, author, and unpaid carer based in Scotland who advocates for caregiver rights and support systems. She is the author of the book Lessons I Learnt from My Mother, which honors her mother's life and highlights the profound impact mothers have on their children and communities.

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