A Life of Fruit and Flowers by Carol Barrett

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A Life of Fruit and Flowers

 

My sister’s life could topple like a ladder

in the orchard my father planted, a few late 

apples hiding in tall grass. Rains will turn 

their sweet pulp to burnt amber, bees 

will converse about their fragrant finds.

 

She is wedded to antiques, dolls of sackcloth

and sawdust, cornhusk dolls, china dolls 

in layered pinafores and laced bonnets,

copper kettles, christening outfits, carved thimbles. 

Her flowery porcelain basins with pitchers to match

symbolize all that is clean, hands of the ancestors

forever awash in memory, rings sparkling

as embroidered tea towels pat them dry.

 

Her walls are pinned with hand-painted plates –

peaches and pears gleaming, fistfuls of grapes.

And roses – myriad shades of pink brighten

her halls, hanging above each doorway, inviting

entrance to the task within, gold rims glistening.

 

My sister says she is tired now, needing her

daughter-in-law’s assistance, shopping for winter

scarves, rosy silken swirls lifting her face 

to the mirror. She had to be helped to the car, 

laid down in the back seat until the voyage

over sloppy streets sloshed her home 

to a cushion of clean sheets, pert daisies blooming.

 

My sister’s heart has run an elegant race, always

agitating to fill the hours, never shorting the day’s 

cup. She would extend each tablespoon of light

at dusk while working the rototiller, flashlight

in her mouth, hands gripping the handles,

tenacious, insisting on what could yet be

prepared for planting. Each moment the seed

was bedded, mattered. Each dormant leaf, grateful.

 

The doctors have tried to strengthen my sister’s

heart with medicine to thread more red cells

through her vessels, feed her worried mind,

her cold feet. But alas to little avail. Next 

they will run a tiny lens through her veins

to take pictures of her heart, each reluctant

chamber, each padding valve. They thump

softly now, as if wearing slippers through

her pristine house, entering each doorway 

with flowers, petals still clinging to the stem.


 © Carol Barrett


Carol Barrett

Carol Barrett has published three volumes of poetry, most recently READING WIND, and one of creative nonfiction, PANSIES. An NEA Fellow in Poetry, Carol supervises creative dissertations for both Antioch and Saybrook Universities.


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